I was getting excited about wanting to get to know someone new. From what i know he seemed like he had everything I've been looking for. But last night's dream made me realize that it might not be why I am attracted to him.
The first time I saw him I did think he looked like JA. And I don't want to like someone because he reminds me of someone else. I don't want JA to be in the back of my mind when I am with him.
I thought it wouldn't be a problem but i guess I was wrong.
Last night's dream scared me. I thought I was ready to move on. It's been awhile. Then again i think it's the talk I had with Robert on Sat that triggered the dream. ahhhh....
I guess it's not gonna work out. =(
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